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Post by Lianne on Oct 3, 2004 22:08:50 GMT -5
i am strongly thinkgin of eleting that...
the underwear situation: My underwear was out he back of my pants, and i turned around and he gave me a quarter. arse pick.
anyways situatiuon is solved.
sorry if anyone was offended, thank you herm. and you cansay anything you want to even if you dont think i want to hear it
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Post by Lianne on Oct 7, 2004 14:56:24 GMT -5
October 7, 2004. ---Feet on Ground Facing Forward---
Today i feel... responsible if that makes sense. Ive been meaning to come by and write for a little while but i havent had the right time. Life is busy and i love it, university has come to the point where i will be writing my midterm exams. I already did my biology one yesterday, and i thought it was really easy. I guess that we will see when the marks are posted.
I have organized everything that i need to get done, have deadlines, and marks, and due dates written al in a list, so this way everything gets doen on time, and i dont stress as much and i have made up my mind to go any pay the rest of my tuition tomorrow, and all my books have been paid for so thats good. $5334.30 was the end result this term. plus $3000 for my laptop.
So i have to rather large assignments to do: -- Formal Lab Report for Photosynthesis Lab for Biology -- Essay for englishona natural phenomenan or holiday/custom.
So thats it thats all.
Alex is going out of town for a military exercise this weekend, so that kinda sucks cos it is thanksginivn and all. But thats okay, i have a chemistry lab to do for the tuesday so thats cool.
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Post by Lianne on Oct 9, 2004 21:06:59 GMT -5
October 9, 2004
Alex is out of town and just as i start to worry about whether or not im getting bored of him i realize how much i miss him. Not bored bored with him, but i dunno i cant explain myself...
i really miss him though and its only been one day and i know hes coming back on monday but i can't help it. I just miss him, i cant call him in the middle of the day to talk to him and i cant see him. and you all think im pathetic. Maybe im too dependent, but i like it.
I just feel really sad, but im not wanting anyone to worry about me, because im fine, i really am, im just missing something right now.
In other more exciting news: i went and saw a bunch of old friends tonite, so that was cool, instead of going to a party with close friends, which is probably where i would have rather been, but i wasnt in a drinking mood, i never really am, not excessively, been there done that, and dont ike it. I hate not having control of myself.
blah. im so pessimistic today. i need a good smack.
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Post by Lianne on Oct 10, 2004 19:27:19 GMT -5
Today i am not feeling well at all, i think i caught whatever my mother and sister have and i think im going to go to bed really early, and sleep late to try and recover. I pick up ma boy tomorrow afternoon and his mum offered to let me use her car... mmmm brand new impala. Now thats a car that makes me want to speed, i love driving it.
im in a crazy state, im downloading a crapload of music because i love music. i need new green day and alexis on fire and a bunch of stuff, new metallica that i havent heard!!
Music makes my heart beat.
3 Doors Down - -If I Could Be Like That
He spends his nights in California Watching the stars on the big screen. Then he lies awake and wonders Why can't that be me? Cause in his life he's filled with all these good intentions. He's left a lot of things he'd rather not mention right now. But just before he says goodnight, He looks up with a little smile at me and he says
If I could be like that I'd give anything Just to live one day In those shoes. If I could be like that, what would I do? What would I do?
Now and dreams we run.
She spends her days up in the north park, watching the people as they pass. And all she wants is just a little piee of this dream, is that too much to ask? With a safe home, and a warm bed, on a quiet little street. All she wants is just that something to hold onto, that's all she needs.
Yeah!
If I could be like that, I would give anything Just to live one day, in those shoes. If I could be like that, what would I do? What would I do?
I'm falling into this, in dreams we run away.
If I could be like that, I would give anything Just to live one day, in those shoes. If I could be like that, what would I do? What would I do?
If I could be like that, I would give anything Just to live one day, in those shoes. If I could be like that, what would I do? What would I do?
If I could be like that, I would give anything Just to live one day, in those shoes. If I could be like that, what would I do? What would I do?
Falling in. I feel I am falling in to this again
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Post by Lianne on Oct 25, 2004 22:57:31 GMT -5
Had a calculus exam today. Failed it for sure, but i expected to i need to find a way to survive university Alex says that it will get easier.
so i have:
Physics Lab due monday Calculus exam monday Chemistry tutorial questions for tomorrow Chemistry lab for tomorrow Biology formal photosynthesis report for monday Biology midterm #2 next wednesday
i feel swamped plus i have bills to pay too lol i am sure i will get over it
i need to make a budget but i dont know howm if anyone could help me or give me an outline i would love you forever...
and im sick, just a stupid cold but im tired too and that doesnt help lol im goign to bed righgt after this.
i went to visit churchill today with steph and chandel, we got the famous poutine and visited everyone. Mr K always looks so happy to see me now, and he still makes me talk to his classes when i pop in. Im glad i wrote him that letter.
So ive beed stressed sic and sad this past while and alex was supposed to come here after work and he was late so i didnt thnk he was coming then he scared the shit out of me by sneaking up on me and handed me a dozen peach roses.
i love that boy. he always cheers me up so i think im gonna turn in early
Goodnight everyone
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Post by D on Oct 26, 2004 7:48:17 GMT -5
if you want, I could send you some ideas on a budget. I'm pretty good at that. Hang in there! I hope it does get easier.
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Post by Lianne on Oct 27, 2004 10:34:30 GMT -5
whooo1!
i got an 80 % on my phisics exam!!!!
will update more later
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Post by Hermoine on Oct 27, 2004 11:23:05 GMT -5
Do you have to do a budget about anything? Like you invent the stuff? Because I did one in my third year; it was a family budget. I'm glad you did well on your physics exams! Well done!
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Post by Lianne on Nov 7, 2004 1:52:39 GMT -5
How do i do those bar divider thingys?
Thanks Herm, and i needed a budget to manage my money and still save for next years school, but that is all under control. thanks
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November 6th, 2004.
Well it has been one year since the passing of Alex's Father. I booked the day off to be with him, there werent any major plans, we went to the university because they were selling posters and prints and frames. he bought a hell boy and an evil dead poster. lol funny boy.
I bought a long picture of the construction of the eiffel tower in black and white, i love it.
After we were there we went to the cemetary into the moselium and visited his dad's plack on the wall. There was a picture on it this time, last time i was there there wasnt anything on it yet. But it was nice to go there. Alex ad i were talking about it and his dad was a building inspector and had actually inspected that building. He said it would last years and years because it was built so well. It is beautiful inside too.
After that we went to his aunts for a get together and had dinner and laughed and had a good time, they want to change their christmas eve traditions and have it at their aunts place instead this year, and instead of carols, they want all of us to put on little skits. lol im so embarassed, i hope that they change their minds but it should be fun either way i love being a part of this family.
Thank you to D, you helped me alot. i feel tons better about EVERYTHING. Im glad youwere there to talk to me when you did *Hugs*
Seems the road less traveled Show's happiness unraveled And you got to take a little dirt To keep what you love That's what you gotta do
thats a bit from tonic- if you could only see.
I dyed my friends hair on friday, it was the first time ive ever dyed hair before! i was so excited! lol her and i went shopping all afternoon and ended it by dyeing her hair it was such a girly day
life is really good right now. Chandel said to me last night: "gee Lianne, you are just the little happy point in everyone's life right now "
that made me feel great. I like knowing thatmy friends are happy
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Post by Lianne on Dec 2, 2004 21:14:18 GMT -5
December 2, 2004.
Today was my first day off of classes since the beginning of the term and it was great. Kinda. I got time at home to myself, where it was just me and mum, or just me, and i liked it. The problem is that if i am alone too long or dont have anything to distract me i start to feel depressed. Which is never any fun.
But on a different note:
I actually have most of my christmas shopping done which is a first for me! i think it is due to the fact that i have a vehicle to get around with. Which is good
As im getting older i am less excited about getting presents for christmas and more excited about spending christmas with everyone. i guess that means that i am growing up eh?
im not at the wake up at 7 am to open presents stage anymore, unfortunately my sister still is but im sure she will grow out of it too. Its just something that i have realized.
I haven't seen alex at all today because he had an essay due tomorrow and didnt start till today, so i feel a little sad. Is that stupid of me? Its the first day that i havent seen him since he came home at the beginning of the school year. i miss him.
My exam schedule is shit too.
8th- Chemistry 1:00 pm 10th- Calculus 9:00 am, plus english essay due 13th- Physics 1:00 pm 17th- Biology 1:00 am, plus english portfolio due
so i dont really know where to start, maybe withthe chemistry and calculus studying since they will be my hardest twp exams i think. half of my english essay is done so thats almost out of the way. Tomorrow it begins.
i think i will go to bed early today. i dont feel too well.
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Post by Lianne on Dec 15, 2004 10:30:40 GMT -5
December 15, 2004
So lately things hav been a little stressed but life is still good. We just got like a foot and a half of smow which is awesome! i cant wait to hit the hills
Most of my exams are done with, i just have a biology one on friday so thats good
Chem and Physics i think i did really well on, but as for calculus, bombed it big time. but such is life i guess, i will have to godo wicked onmy final because it can be worth 90% if its better than all of my other midterm marks. So i will be looking for a tutor.
So i do have that english thing due too, i better finish that tonite to get it out of the way too which means that i need to stop at the dollar store to pick up some bristol board.
Things for me to do todayy:
Pick up sis at 2:45 Work 6:00-8:00 Buy bristol board Type works cited for essay Study Bio
So not a difficult day at all .
Im sitting at alex's house right now and his cat is molesting me. Man kittens are always all over the place. in the way of the keyboard.
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Post by Lianne on Jan 14, 2005 12:41:33 GMT -5
oOHates Snow
Actually i really love the snow. My day consisted basically of classes and hanging out in the study before getting off my ass to go to my final class.
i left class half an hour early and it took me 20-30 mins to get out of the parking lot because i got stuck. it took 2 guys, one teen girl and an on=lder lady to push me out. i thought it was so embarassing. lol but then i didnt care.So i got to work and then got stuck again getting onto a parking spot. but that fixed itself.
Work was a little busy, sat with cory and did som physics and i think we made fun of someone although i cant remember who lol. i think it was some nasal old bitchy lady. oh well.
then 8 o clock rolls around and i get stuck again and alex pushed me out and i went to his house. Sat abroun and talked with his mum and his sister and him about the possibility of a new dog. a pomeranian. they are kinda cute!
so then i went to leave at 11:25 and it took us 40 minutes to get me out of the crescent. which sucked. and then i get home and mum bitches at me about not driving well and about alex and about life and me. i mean its kinda hard not to get tuck when your undercarriage is DRAGGING IN THE SNOW!
argh im all pissy so yeah.
but in other news im talking to chandel and i think her and sean, alex and i are going to go to an all you can eat sushi thing tomorroe at 7pm in the study at the university.
im all excited for it. i loooove sushi
and the agora reeks like cow manure *gag*
so this term i am going to buckle down and use all my free time in the best possible ways to keep up with my course work because i need to get good marks, and i really need to do well in Calculus seeing as i am probably failing Horribly right now lol. apparantly i got less than 10% on the christmas exam. i hate that class
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Post by Lianne on Dec 31, 2010 13:19:54 GMT -5
wow what a trip this has been rereading all of these posts!! What an angry little teeny bopper i was!!
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