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Post by Lianne on Aug 1, 2004 19:53:36 GMT -5
August 1, 2004
Today i didn't do much, went to work early this morning and kinda sat around. Not many calls came in. so theresa, kyle and i played our usual Rummy game.
Theresa has just recently made a decision that she is moving away out of town with her boyfriend because he got a job offer in southern ontario. Shes one of the few peole on my Client that i actually liked. I dont get along too well with the people at work anymore. i used to im just tired of all the gossip!
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listenign to good evanescence right now, always puts me in a solid mood. Kind of a determined mood.
Mailed alex another letter today, i hope he calls tonite though, hi didnt last night, ten bucks says they had a bad inspection. Hope not.
Got home from work tonit sand played with my dog for a little while. Hes so funny, you swing this rope in circles above your head and he jumps in the air so high!! i love it .
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Post by Lianne on Aug 1, 2004 22:16:29 GMT -5
Okay, so ive kinda just been vegging tonite. I have afew things i need to get out of my system because they are bringing me down.
First of all i just spent a wek without my almost 16 year old sister, and life was great. I try to get along with her and everything. But now she is home as of Saturday afternoon, and the first thing she says after i asked her if she had a good time was go away . after a week thats all she has to say?!
my mother also, was really nice to me that whole week, but as soon as katherine comes home mum is back to doing everything for Katherine and being mean and picking on me all the time. I think mum favours her sometimes. Katherine is the cheerleader who is fairly popular, and im the geeky one who got picked on and harassed to the point where i had to transfer highschools. I had a school life like me mother did. But Katherine is everthing now that my mother ever used to want to be in highschool. and i think thats why she treats Katherines issues with more priority than mine all the time. She makes it seem like such a hassle to drive me to work, yet she doesnt want me to have my own vehicle.
it really pisses me off, i think my sister haes me. she always finds things to blame on me. it sucks. and i try to do things for her or to just goand sit and talk with her which she complains that i never do. When she wants something its alright, but if i just want to talk to her cos i havennt seen her for a week i get my head bit off.
it kinda makes me sad.
Its also getting really hard to have been away from Alex for this long, hes been gone since July 4th and isnt coming home until the 22nd of August. so not much longer to go i guess. but then he leavs again until mid september. Breaks my heart. I love him and i miss him. and i worry about him and all the rest too.
Upcoming events for me are good though second week of august i havea canoe trip. Holy cow thats next week!!! that will pass a week really fast.
A friend of mine has been having strange headaches too and had an MRI, they found a tumor and they had to check it for cancer. i still hav to find out if she has a brain cancer. They do still have to remove it though. im scared for her. i hope that it isnt cancerous.
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Post by D on Aug 2, 2004 7:45:23 GMT -5
Wow, Lianne, you've got quite a bit on your plate. Hang in there!
If your mother is truly favoring your sister, I think she will eventually regret it. Sometimes people don't realize what they have until it's not around, and I can't imagine you being anything other than a joy to be around. Fo her not to see that is just awful.
I will keep your friend in my thoughts as I'm sure we all will. Keep your chin up!
*hugs*
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Post by Lianne on Aug 2, 2004 9:19:54 GMT -5
Thanks D, *hugs*
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I stayed uo really late and got up really early again today, i am never tired anymore. i need to be more active.
i also had a crazy dream where i was called in to work at Boston Pizza again, even though i quit there last september! i always have crazy dreams involving that place.
I have to leave for work soon. 11:30-8:00, that place is hard to take when you work 42.5 hours a week. my voice gets sore.
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Post by Lianne on Aug 2, 2004 14:39:00 GMT -5
im sitting at work on my lunch break. Its kinda busy here. I'm not feeling very in place here today, i really dont think people want me sitting in their row, they were askign me to move so they could have my cubicle
this place is like that all the time im fine for like a month then im not for two months. i never seem to fit in with many people that i think are fun people to hang out with.
i can't wait to get ho9me
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Post by D on Aug 2, 2004 15:00:33 GMT -5
Just remember that as long as your man loves you, nothing else matters
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Post by Lianne on Aug 2, 2004 16:21:54 GMT -5
yeah but it doesnt help pass the time
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Post by D on Aug 2, 2004 16:37:46 GMT -5
Yeah, that's true. I guess I'm lucky in that I have a couple people here at the office who I can enjoy taking breaks with and such.
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Post by Lianne on Aug 2, 2004 21:47:06 GMT -5
Mum picked me up from work tonite and we went to Jenna's Aunt and uncles. (Karen and Mike) and they had a little fire going. I finished my iced cap and made Their middle child keaton a bracelet cos he wanted one and then we all went and played ont he trampoline. evntually it was just Keaton and i. that kid is the sweetest thing ever!!
it made me happy and i actually got ecercise . Keats and i play fighted i think hes like three or something crazy like that. He won .
definately made my day to play with them though when i have kids i want them to be like karen's kids. they are so awesome.
Then i came home and mum made me write a cover letter and fix my sisters resumee. I Rule at resumes and cover letters.
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my boy jyst called me. Says he got a C9 rifle and he misses his C7 because it was lighter. He is doing well though. God i miss him. I miss the feel of his hugs and his kisses and how he always blows stupid raspberries on my stomatch . im crying. </3
anyways driving lesson tomorrow , im gonna ask him if i can do the highway trip tomorrow so that i can get dropped off at home in the afternoon. that way i dont have to stay in town all day. i hate going out im turning into a hermit.
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Post by Lianne on Aug 2, 2004 23:13:21 GMT -5
All my random theories and thoughts on physics space and time will be in this colour to anyone that is reading my journal.
it is said that gravity distorts time. Now how can that be true if we use man made devices to measure time with? plus time is different to each and every individual. Gravity doesn not distort time because it may distort what we ise to measure time with, however it is not distorting ones sense of time. Time does not exist.
if matter cannot be created or destroyed then how is the universe expanding?
what is the space between molecules made of?
im so confused. reading the universe in a nutshell by hawking . also reading over many notes that i made during random classes. Mr Koivisto always read them and always gave me articles to read. Thought i was brilliant. im just confused
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Post by D on Aug 3, 2004 7:41:49 GMT -5
I'm glad you heard from your man Hang in there. It seems like a long seperation now, but it will be over before you know it. As far as your scientific confusions go, I've actually heard that most professionals in the science world spend more time confused than not. For each new answer, there is an insane amount of time spent in confusion finding it (I was watching a show on the History channel last night where forensic scientists were going nuts trying to figure something out). You know, I've wondered before about the space between molecules too.
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Post by Lianne on Aug 3, 2004 13:49:16 GMT -5
went to a driving lesson today and i learned how to 3 pt and 2 pt turn easy as pie. so that was good.
in other news: came home to my aunt dianne and uncle bob. i havent seen uncle bob much since his anurism, he is so scary now. i miss how he was the fun loving playful uncle. he was my favourite uncle too, but things change. its been years and hes had no improvemetn at all. hes in town for doctors appointments and the such. last time he was here in my house he freaked out and went at my mother. hes dangerous. and im scared of him . i think hes calmed down now though. shes really shakey and pale now though. its sad.
My friend with the tumor has to cget cancer tests and will be gone or six weeks for brain surgery. i am afraid for her. shes been leaving work alot since she found out. shes so brave.
i remember when i found out mum had cancer and she would have to get her leg amputated how i was. i was scared for her. but i was strong for my sister and my grandma. they needed someone with a level head. thats like nine years ago already.
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uncle bob just wandered into my room he was lieing down, he asked me if i was Evahns daugter, no uncle bob im Lianne, Lynda and Etienne's daughter. Oh ok he says.
i took him to aunt diane. apparantly he has a seizure a couple of days ago . he used to make fun of retarded people and now look where he is!!
you get what you give i guess...
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Clint messaged me on msn. says he misses me,i wish i could block him without worryingabout his friends asking for an explanation.
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Post by Lianne on Aug 3, 2004 19:54:48 GMT -5
Uncle bob licked and punched my dog
Jenna is here with her grandmother, i want nothing to do with her.
Katherine ran at me attempting to get me wet cos she was in the pool i yelled at her to let me go so i pushed her and i got in trouble and had to fold the laundry and im grounded off the computer. oh well i'll go on at noight when mums asleep.
makes me mad.
posted new art on my deviant art account too.
www.deviantart.com/view/9463277/ its so old, the hands are horrible. ive always loved it for some reason though.
spent like an hour on tech support calls today too. Router scrooey and web cam scrooey. all fixed now though
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Post by D on Aug 4, 2004 9:07:14 GMT -5
Like the picture! Sorry to hear you got in trouble. I don't see how there was cause for that. What are you supposed to do when someone won't let go? *Jots down notes in "How to parent my eventual teenage son" book* Did Uncle Bob hurt the dog?
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Post by Lianne on Aug 4, 2004 14:24:15 GMT -5
yeah i think he did. Charlie wasnt the same for the rest of the day.
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